Cancer is most dangerous disease and if not detected in early condition then in the long run it can be fatal and for this, it is one of most dangerous disease ever been there on this mortal world. Chemotherapeutic Drugs are most of modern nuclear diseases where one can find treatment so that the pain towards this disease can be reduced to a considerable extent. My own paternal grandfather died due to blood cancer and this article is from my experience of seeing how difficult is this disease and how painful is when I saw in my eyes my paternal grandfather had been fighting.
My grand father was a strong man and he was pujhari of Lord Jagannath of Puri, and during his last days he was caught up with blood cancer and for this he had to go to Cuttack main hospital as during early part of nineties only main hospital of Cuttack has chemotherapeutic treatment and that was so painful and that is like frying live fish in oil container and when it was this treatment during hot summer time of Odisha, then it is so painful.
Then journey by car from Cuttack to puri which is almost 30 plus 60 kilometers and during those times there was no super haighwaynow that exists from Cuttack to Puri and the pain fo cancer is so much is that, even the difficult chemotherapeutic treatment which is such difficulty that even such heat treatment seems lesser pain than that of chemotherapeutic drugs. Many a time I have seen some pleasure on paternal grand father’s face after such treatment which locally called as lighting treatment.
The pain arising out of cancer is so huge that even such difficult treatment of lighting those cacncerous parts with with rays can provide some sort of relief. As cells continue to die even on a live persons and that is so painful that grandfather tends to keep eyes cold always and hardly talk to us. One is at so much pain that even by watching his face we can feel the immene pain that can be seen from his eyes.
It is so painful that person will always sounds loud in pain and those pains can be heard from distance. It is difficult to hear and then think about the pain and agony the person is currently undergoing tells a lot of about it and even while writing this article, and when you think about how difficult is to undersand it is comes to provide the most difficult times when you think of pain that comes to the forefront that provides the most difficult times which is probably the most difficult than even of death.
The pain was so immense that it is beyond comprehension that even shouting is so small as the amount of pain and agony is beyond comprehension. The patient cannot see the wounds but still they can feel it and for family and relatives cannot bear the pain. Still grandfather wants to talk with us but he spoken but still his spoken words are not audible at all and that makes understanding of communication difficult, The cancer was slowly taking over paternal grandfather and he even could not utter single word as his power of speaking is slowly lost.
This also makes his emotionally depressed as even he wants to talk with him aplenty but still not been able to do so. He wanted to share his experiences, but I could feel there could not able to communicate and slower flowing of tears rolling out from his eyes and it seems it is bigger anxiety even the pain emanated from cancer wounds and thinking all of these could make him suffer more and that is the worse feeling of at cancer stage and being treated for this.
Even while writing this all of these incidents tend to return as flashbacks and it hurts even us more but still how cancer disease provides difficult times and how the person dies everyday and how the advent of paid stays twenty four hours in 365 days stays for ever still he breathed his last. Even the treatment of putting lights on cancerous wounds used to burnt those wounds and that is very hurtful and that reaction of lights stays for many more hours and it is very difficult to describe and while wiring this my heart is pondering and it seems my eyes are out of tears now.
