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Death of my brother

It is a bright sky, the lingering clouds with mystic brownness, which cannot be said about the proper way of action on the part of clouds, whether there will be rain or not still this is enhancing the beauty of sky like a proper shade of color. In between the bluish sky is showing the signs of life and there is hardly the heat of sun, Entire atmosphere is dipped with cocktail of beautiful environment, and in the mean time Ellie is walking beside the sea bed, to have the glimpse of wonderful attire of nature. The sea in her city is calm as the turtle and the part of water of the sea is divided into some sort of pond and children are playing inside it due to not so deep of water. Some, stubborn rocks there in between and for this some guardian are shouting them to be vigilant within these stones as they may get themselves injured at that point of time. The bright sky is reflecting with water and the small cut hills with big rocks are there side by side, as in some places there are plain lands and some other places there are not so plane lands, the rocky structures and for this, the reflection of light has been fantastic.

In the mean time, Ellie , ran through the sands to have a good exercise , as sand has more friction than the roads and for this , while running within sands , one tend to do heavy pressure on feet and that is more exercise and more strain for yours bones. This is pretty interesting considering the fact that, with beauty of sea shore and the areas nearer to it , running seems to be pretty exciting here as the strains can be forgotten with the brevity of tides that are running into sea and closer to you while running. Sometimes, the tides would come near to you and try to touch yours feet and sometimes it would be farther from you and trying to go out from you , the scenic beauty of dancing tides can be more of a fascinating attraction and with due course of time , one can breathe freely . Sea shore gives plenty of air to breathe in and out and in due course of time, yours respiration organ becomes more and more free of any such intrusions and you get plenty of oxygen, which is vital for life. Oxygen is also like and distilled place for yours breathing arena with proper distribution of air all over everywhere inside vital organs of yours body, one can feel the freeness within his body to have the great sense of nice feeling and with it the essential part of brain also getting more and more oxygen that can have proper fillip for blood circulation. The brain is the single most part of one’s entire body, which can control the different organs in many ways and it also gives the most vital control to vital parts of human limbs.

Ellie is running on the shores, at the right side of shore one tourist family is seating with some fried foods and they are enjoying the sea, which is in full strength. There are two charming babies with them, the younger is the girl and the elder is the boy and their age most probably between two to three years of age. They are building a temple with sand and the elder brother is seem to be taking the charge and the younger sister is looking at his brother with surprise, the way the little sister is glancing towards his brother, giving the expression that, his elder brother knows everything and then she come nearer to her brother and out one hand on his shoulder and bow to see the temple in action. His brother smiles at her and shows the temple to her and after seeing this, the little girl smiles and with claps both of her hands, she jumps from the band and she is happily smiling and dancing.

After few minutes, the construction of temple completed and her brother calls her, she is seating near her mother and then, she slowly walks towards his elder brother and he tells her to play with this temple , after hearing this she is very happy and claps in sign of happiness and smiles at her brother and then she goes near to temple and plays with that and after few minutes she breaks that sand temple , but his elder brother has no tension and the sister tells him that the sand temple is broken and his brother asks her , shall he built one more temple for her ? She says yes and her brother began building one more temple. Here is the brilliant affection between two siblings where the elder sibling is scarcely three years of childhood but still taking the front step to make her sister happier. Ellie is really enjoying her morning jogging with these sorts of agreeable and cool family relationships. In the mean time , the small girl child is running towards the sea , after seeing the high tide generating from it , his father is watching both of his child and jumps from there and hold on to her and then take her towards his lap, to control her movement , but the child wants to go towards the sea , and in seeing this , her brother come near to her and show her a chocolate and she forget about this incident and with smile eat chocolate and the sweetness of chocolate makes her laugh and she admiringly looking at her brother and then to her parents .

Ellie is smiling at her while walking the sense of child crippling into her mind and she thinks of her own elder brother who was killed while returning back from job , at that time she was 17 and her elder brother , had assured her that he would be reaching home with a big doll , and he had kept his promise to his sister , but this time , his dead body comes , as he died of an car accident and he was holding the big doll in his left hand as if he wanted to give it to his sister , but this was not possible due to his accidental death but still , he was holding that doll in tight so that , he wanted to convey his sister that he had kept his promise. Tears rolled from her eyes, for last few years, she has been missing her brother, in every field, if he was alive to day, then she would not have any problem in filling the forms and prospectuses of various institutions but his brother has left her and the void and vacuum he had created within her family has been immense and irreparable.

Education, exceptions and limitations

Sometimes and somewhere, there are few special ones in this part of the planet, who are willing to go for poverty and want to see how it can be and all these had been done by few special ones. There is always the danger lurking here and there, when the poverty is being taken as the all round distinction and that could sense the most dangerous signs and all these should not be taken aback from it. In my childhood there were many government schools, then it was for poor as well as for rich persons, but after 20 years the whole scene had undergone sea-change, now it seems that the government schools only meant for poor and the rich person goes for private schools.

In government schools as it was evident from it, there the problems were plenty, lesser number studies, the standard if education was below acceptance level. This was the sole reason to decide when parents had gone for English medium schools, the private funded schools. There are some schools, where one could find good education and they were government schools like Is pat High School, Tensa, where one could find better education than that of so called private funded schools.

There one could find the real dedication and the zeal to study hard and with this the entire fundamental of subjects that need to be renewed from time to time had to be done with equal concise and mind, that were above heart and expression. Parents those who wanted to spend more money for their children education also been critical to government schools. There was one incident, when, the maids working at home used to attend these schools with a interval of 15 days, and they solely wanted to join this as they wanted to reach to the class tenth and with it they could get the free bicycle, that was government giving to lady students for the rewards they reached into class 10th.

Why this could be the exception as here, the motive was not to study but to get the bicycle. So, what it ought to do it more was that , here material possession went overboard from studies and that worried me a lot as the admirer of education. Here, the maid went into school and there the teacher knew that she had been doing the works of maid and for this, her work at school was to clean the class and the garden.

If any festive occasion then she had to clean the entire school arena and what it worries more was that even that maid could not understand this and with it, the entire process of study was being repeatedly not taken into consideration. Here the entire culprits were everyone, and each person had been as the custodian of education misusing it. With attached meal system, more and more poor girls were now related to education as with it they could have decent meals and also with it they could have the stipulated dresses for themselves as per governmental laws and it was all good here, but the problem was there when the girl instead of full time study works and earn money and also the teacher by seeing her precedents trying to indulge her the same work as per the example above.

One more aspect of education was that it was being too much commercialized to its fullest extent and these should not be there at all. With these segmentation , what was happening the private schools were raising the finance levels of all these and in this manner the poor could not afford to study there and this had been the real bone of contention for all of us and due to advent of all these schools , the standard of education at governmental schools had been sharply on declining mode and for this, only poor had been studying there and mostly the study quality had not been great and the schools need more improvement. Now, the English medium schools had been increasing their course fees for annum as this seemed to be more and more not realistic to me as their fees and the entire sum that was to be received could not be justified of so much hike in fees.

Could this be an opportunities for government schools as with ever increasing fees of students per annum, it seemed that some short creamy layers in rich class could afford such an education and with it , more and more person would be reaching towards governmental schools and would expect these schools to perform better. As famous Odia poet Kalindi Charanna Pannigrahi said, in his Byarth Geeti , what is happy that has been seen in the eyes , is deep cry within , the laughs had been filled with crying and that had been trying to hide from it , all these had been bear by mother earth , but still it did not say anything whatsoever. It was saying life and vitality time is only for seconds if you consider along the line of universe, it is time to dance with joy and time to fill your life with many happiness.

Was the money only the deterrent to see the quality of education , I think it was not , as there were some government schools where you could find many great schools where brilliant students had been rising from no where. There was one instance of it when I was there at Sundergarh BS High School, this school was named after the kind of Sundergarh and it was a big school with plenty of students and the study matters most here. There was a student, who was very poor and in his home, there is no electricity connectivity and also he used to seat below traffic light and there he used to study through out the night and he was a first class student and also he had no convenience at home but with his dedication and zeal to study he had converted the opportunity into a game changer appetite, he continues to grow and now he was a doctor.

Whenever I saw him , he came with a broad smile , one day while I was going through government hospital he was standing there and shouted my name , I stopped there , and then came to meet him , he was very happy to see me and also we both talked each other, I found that the sense of soils which he was presenting earlier times had been same here , he was not above broad , he stills appreciates his earlier life and the continuance of struggle he had been with so all these had been the great sense of satisfaction for him and I could know from him all these facts of life and the zeal to success and that denoted the arrival of all these fascinating attractions that was there always.

What I wanted to write here was the to improve the education , it should be the work for all , not for some specific persons , as it should be seen that all these should not go to individuals as with this the specific forms of actions and its related inaction could not be there, and in order to find it in more specific and understandable manner one had to find the way out with it and how could all these be equally acceptable to the point of view of action oriented attributes all these should go in one such manner that the point of in action could not be any such blockages to find out the possible minimalism victory. The moment of glory could not be certain as with the case of one more real time example I could sense here.

One should not see and observe the education as the sole profit motive entity, as this could ruin the entire spectrum of it and for this it was always advisable to make it most of it as with this the entire spectrum of education would be more realistic with rich and the poor reading at the same place and at the same time simultaneously. This example from one such hit serial from Star Plus where one married lady wanted t study more but due to resistance of other ladies, she was yet to fulfill her potential but with due course of time her husband supporting her to study more and more and in this manner it did feel that, education importance was being fielded here and this could led to a really wonderful treatment of satisfaction with it. Why it was being felt by her husband was that while he was in a cooking competition in a foreign land his wife saved her , from embarrassing and also the corrupt practices ,even though was number one but trued to make him out of competition .

Then, he knew the importance of competition and with it realized how his wife saved him from embarrassing situations. The significance of education had been great and the way it could impact on your way of life had been tremendous. There is the certain age when one person could read and write and for this it was always been a good ideas to study first and then after completing these studies you could start refresh all your works as it is a true fact that , you could do start work at whatever age at certain age but it also a true part and parcel of life was that once the age of education was over then it would be a great difficulty for you to start refresh.

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