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Déjà vu

For the last few days, probably more than two weeks, unable to write a single post, are compounded from a hell lot of difficult times, which could ever have not been there in earlier times. It is the most distressful situation in a row starting from tough times of fighting with disease with stiff viral infection which is going on for some time due to a prolonged spell of winter. In this part of the world, for a few years, due to explicit climatic change, the entire state of climate is undergoing a sea change.

At the onset of stiff winter season, it comes with additional spell of new diseases, which seems to be caught with me this time, with prolonged spell of cough and continue series of cough it is added with additional spell of high fever as well as, prolonged stay of coughs. It gives additional strain to mind and unable to think on a definite subject which can give some additional benefits in the continuance of a series of thinking which enable to write on a good topic.

I really feel absent from writing sphere which gives me some additional pain of not attending to this over seven years of blog writing. Now, I am back and trying to collect the granules which seem to be obstructing the progress of my thorough spell of writes works. Then, comes the sad news of death of Grand father-in-law of my sister which gives an additional burden to parents. He was ninety five years old and still the last day, he was strong and continues to be there and working his own works all by themselves, perhaps he has that sort of age and for this it is always a difficulty to predict the exact sequence of future which can ever be think of.

Due to in laws home of sister, we have to give certain ceremonial giving and parents have been busy with these sending. All these become the obstruction to return to writing in swiftly. I felt left out while staying away from writing, as it hurts me more of not coming into attending the parts of writing. Life never comes with surprises. I never knew why such bad news keeps roaming about here and there, in the months of February.

There are some myths of nature which people cannot explore and understand the basic structure of life and the basic meaning originating from it. Then, comes the sad news of the death of my maternal great grand uncle, who died after being prolonged illness of over four years. For the last four years, he has been bed ridden. Sometimes, it feels to me, his own sons have deserted him in the midst of his illness due to quarrel of property.

It seems, to me that at the last stage he needs oxygen which is not given to him and that casts trouble to his life, he could have lived for some more days, though doctors have become hopeless but still life is precious and once it is lost, it has gone forever, but the bad news is that both of his sons have not waited for it and instead does not make available of oxygen to him to the least.

A complete déjà via when thinks of his, can he have survived and today we are pursuing his loss, but could he have lived for some days with addition of availability of oxygen for his breathing part, it is not obvious but the reality of losing him gives great depression to part of mind which is making the entire thinking process which is shredding eyes with tears but we have lost him and time to reconcile but we could not do anything about it.

It is not about rejoicing, but about thinking and reviving of past happenings and can all actions that have been done in the past be survived in the right manner in the future, which is for sure very difficult to imagine and comprehend. When the memory goes into ghost line and creates a deep sense of impact which is managing the virtual space of rewriting history with all its glorifying ambitions which has not ever been crossed to the deepest point of imagination.

It seems like a movie, which is ever green with patched highlighting of fading annotations which comprehends and completes the sense of animated justice to the streams of thoughts which can ever be compared with the prolonged state of anticipatory adjustments. Why such thoughts are streaming to mind, even though all has been lost and the person is now above all worries and now probably was stationed at some point of happiness from where he has been devoid of all worries and pains.

For the last four years he has been away from all happiness after the New Year bash in which he has taken plenty of foods and then he paralyzed and stayed for that posture for some days. Now, it seems the entire chapter has ended, the love, affection and the grandeur of feelings which emancipated from the most deserving aspect of living has been tremendously attributed to the greatness of life and the respect to living human beings.

It is the search of happiness which comes from behind the brain, and eyes cannot see them but the sense can feel of it and find it beautiful to see it and this gives additional lights to imagination and in a way showcase the proper sense of idea generation, which leads to the stylus of stimulus of religious idea enhancements. It is a question of positivity and creation of a strong sense of a path towards Almighty, the hidden secret which cannot be undermined to reach the most probable of life and its understatements.

It is comprehensive and honest connection with him, which is giving many probable ideas and implementation possibilities. The thought of reconstructing the path is always there but can it be the future to attend and can it sustain the successive movements of the past and simulates the present is what all needs to estimate and perception.

Life is a part of interval of beautiful happenings and the way; it should be preserved and perceived to create the mammoth of happiness that can surmount all of us who is considered to be there in all aspects of life. It is not entirely about money. It is about creating a pathological view of life in generating each aspect of life and its meaningful correctness in devising the plateful ideas of vision which cannot be touched or enlightened with passive and positive care towards life.

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A cold lager for hot tea

With each holiday’s time, my parents and young sibling tends to travel India and outside whenever we get the time and monetary resources. This has been ours experience of expedition of Kerala backwaters and some unforeseen raveling of truths and some facts which still to be digged in. When I was two to three years old and with my fading memory I recalled the fact of House boats of Kashmir and we stay in one house boat every time and with due course of time there builds a strong relationships as in my child hood we must go to Kashmir once in a year.

Now the time changed and in the late nineties with the advent of terrorism, we ignore going to Kashmir and searched for similar locations and we found the place that the backwaters of Kerala. I am not an experienced travelogue writer but instead a good technology writer but due to the simple fact that From the very first year on this earth I tend to travel across all over India due to my daddy’s interest . Just like searching for words in the dictionary, my daddy always wants explore newer places, see the markets and the rates and also Hindu temples and lots of historical and mythological stuffs.

As always, we will always search for the affordability factors before ours voyage starts and after we reach at Alleppey from my state of Odisha through flight and then through Mahindra XUV, we are maze dot see the cost of affordability and we took a taxi in the morning from Kochi and reach the hub of backwater tourism of Kerala.

The houseboats can be hired for a day along with a cook for eight thousands rupees a day; it is a life time experience in the making. You can hire one local ferries and then you can go with it and reach at some local villages by the bank of back waters and there you can shop for foods and other sea related items and also some less costly foods which you can get with more than happy mindset.

You can hire a ferry, go to Kovalam, and return within one or two hours to Alleppey. After back water recedes and goes back to sea, these areas become more fertile and most of the rich foods of Kerala being cultivated here. Most of the rice and paddy crops are being developed here. In the vicinity we can sea a vast arena of half filled water and some where in between it is being divided through artificial lining of three to four straight-line coconut tress and that is making the entire scenery like deep sea blue syndrome.

The ferry goes on and stopping at some stoppers and then the people goes in to it and out of it and somewhere near at some point we get tea and that is really fantastic as the taste of liquor is being fascinating though some more milk could have added to it. I t may be some personalized thoughts of how to take the taste of tea. The entire trip to Kovallam an back to Alleppe costs individuals twenty rupees and with the journey of utter significance and the beauties and vagaries of nature with a tea cup in my hand has been fascinating and enchanting.

The local population on the ferry has been very friendly and they try to give suggestions to me through English mixed with Malayalam pronunciation. It is a good to listen to them and the way they try to make you understand has been fantastic. The ferry was non-motorized and could hear the sound of weather by the side and also some droplet of water drops on my palm and after some time it becomes salt an absorbing experience.

Back to ours hoe boat and ours designated cook served food with banana leaves. This remembers me some of the old marriage ceremony where we sued to get it at the ge together. The food cushion of the house boat has been fantastic with lot of green and leafy vegetables , sea foods though am not fan of it , steamed rice and other south Indian delicacies. The chutney consists of lots of coconut more than what I used to eat at Chennai during my post management days.

Then we get back to go to the other side of back water views through some human handled boats. Here the back water is very narrow , even on the bank of it we can see the homes and people doing there daily works in between them. I dipped my hands in the water, daddy said to me not to do that, as he had observed that all the dirty things of these house holds also coming out and joining into this water so I stopped from doing this. This was ours third Kerala visit as prior visits are mostly concentrated with reaching at capital of Kerala and joining at various sea locations and enjoying the Kerala urban life.

This time we scheduled ours journey such that we will experience this realm of back waters and how it is being through ours closest eyes. As we moved on inside the boat to advance areas we experience the coconut trees , small groovy islands, lots of birds and flowers blossoming inside the back water, with sun shine reflecting from the water and making the entire arena more whitish to see , it seems like we have been at paradise (swarga) with lots of dreams and void reality. Now we enter into an arena where no house holds are visible and the water is so clean and clear so that we can see through it and watch small fishes being swimming across and some collides with ours boat and making the direction reverse to swim across along with water.

The backwaters of northern side of Kerala has been fascinating, the more you go the more surprise is stored for you. After some time we saw one enchanting lake with clear water and palm tress with sun shine reflecting through it , to the true to my heart it felt me like the Manasorabar, the feeling is deep within cannot be written it can be seen and felt at heart and mind. You can start yours journey from Alleppey and to the further north to explore more destinations , as far as yours finance goes it is strictly in the mode of yours own establishment, try this out , am sure you will have more stories to write and hear than to me.

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