Memento

In the mean time, the vehicle moves forwards and slowly getting into the national high way road and it is moving with a decent speed, with the holidays in this weekends, plenty of tourists are travelling to see the beauty of jungle and try to enjoy the scenic beauty of the environment. The climate is cooler with the advent of cool seasons. The cool bridge has been traversing through a window pane and it is slowly reaching to her and feeling the real beauty of the season. With traversing cooler winds piercing to the skins and suddenly she feels for wearing cooler garments. She slows the vehicle and gets into one side of the road and then close the window pane and wear the sweeter which was at the rear side of the seat. That sweeter has beautiful memories, which was presented to her by her brother, when he was on his first job assignment, he presented this to her, at that time she had just passed from class seventh and now this gift is like a valuable presentation to her and she wants to keep it for long so that it has to be inside of memories like a memento.

She starts the car, her eyes was full of tears like the burst of rains with continuous pouring, she tried hard to control her emotions but it cannot be as no one can stop the heavy pouring of rain similarly no one can stop her from crying, she is driving the car as well as crying at the same time, she does not want to wipe the tears as she wants it to be flow from her eyes, as with heavy rain the entire area is flooded with water, and even at many times the government cannot wipe this out as one has to wait for the rain to stop and then start the work. Since then after one year, her only brother died of plane crash and so sad that incident was that she had to tale six months to speak of and realize the present day world, but in that suitcase which her brother was carrying in that ill fated plane there is one beautiful doll, for her as she realized that it was the last gift from her brother. Now, after two years of losing his brother, she used to be stay alone sometimes and watching the gifts which her brother has given to her and she was feeling left alone as in the meantime, she is feeling alone as in this world the only person apart from her parents she is believed to be close is with his brother.

She feels that before his death, her brother is trying to convey something to her as he wanted her to be strong and care their parents, and from that she has recovered from that situation and she always sees the smiling face of her brother and want to get the maximum inspiration from her brother and whenever she feels desperate and searching his brother, she always goes alone and drive the road so that  with the sounds of winds and the fluttering of birds could be the sign where his brother’s soul would be there and for this she is desperate to see his soul as she is confident that he is watching from somewhere at the place we the mortal person would never ever able to recognize and find it out from the wildest of imaginations. Imaginations are like the sea sand which has been boiled into to make it seem like water into the sands. All these imaginations are impossible, but still the Mirage and the possible memento that are embedded with such an authentic attachment could never ever be imagined on the widest possible front. Imaginations are not like the web browser which has ad blocker installed into it, as all these have been the actual management of persona of panoramic images that has been fused and stitched to give a stronger and possibly the more imaginative view of life. For this, she wants to stay in that imagination and strongly wants to see his brother’s soul and search it out from somewhere as she is sure he would be there crying from a distance and watching her and parents and with this she started crying again.

She has seen many ghost movies and realize there are some patterns when some close relative ghost will like to stay with their family but unable to reach to them due to their death as there is the mortal and immortal distance and what that distance needs to be managed and carried forward with equal ease of mind and heart. Life is like a bubble inside the sea, which has been always attacked through different streams of waves which has been running in and out from sea bed and for this it has to be always aware of unlimited different obstructions, on the other hand the immortal mind is like a wall where every obstacles needs to be stopped and in this manner each and every solutions there but the point here is that one cannot reach to this mortal earth to solve this. So, in order to solve the problem one has to be remaining alive here with proper goal and concentration and situations. It is not like the head and tail situation where the life remains intact but the process of luck changes with time and factors.

She stops crying and now concentrates on the natural situations and surroundings here with plenty of trees at the both sides of roads as she drives past the side way road from the main high way, due to advent of starting of weekend there are many vehicles that has been running as many persons with families has been plucking at the open barricading jungle to have the proper glimpse of animals living there. It is like when doing morning walks and roads were occupied by stray dogs and they will see you at the book as if they had constructed the road and they were asking you why you are walking on this road? This is a tricky, but the same situation and also the similar circumstances that has been leading it to make it not so meaningful objectives. Life is not like the proper way of performance improvement program where one has to time and again find the solution not by asking class teacher or a scholar but one has to found the real answer from her own sense of life as most of the times the life line and the time tracker has been customized and prepared for the life that has been there for the ages. Life is full of uncertainties and one has to prepare and behold it from the wildest of imagination as no one can predict the future. She drives the car and in the mean time the climate becomes much cooler due to the advent of forest and long trees. It is green out here for a relaxed environment and she is enjoying life here just like inside an air conditioned room feeling with a restful sleep.

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